tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post3550634645505453142..comments2023-10-30T07:22:47.348-07:00Comments on Inside my head: Details...and other personal matters of which I'm not sure why I'm spilling my guts.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-55055130248437540702007-12-05T09:54:00.000-08:002007-12-05T09:54:00.000-08:00I know what you mean. I think any time you break o...I know what you mean. I think any time you break out of your comfort zone, it feels awkward & strange. But the more you do it, the easier it becomes. It's just a matter of jumping in & letting yourself adjust to the feeling of sharing something deeply personal. I still sometimes feel a bit strange blogging about my faith, but the comments I get in response make it less awkward each time.~**Dawn**~https://www.blogger.com/profile/06179560051128719637noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-73687462504544752102007-12-04T09:25:00.000-08:002007-12-04T09:25:00.000-08:00David- Well, I'm not touching this post. It's been...David- Well, I'm not touching this post. It's been made obvious to me by you and everyone else to leave it...even though it's not easy to be seen as vulnerable. I was writing this in the beginning as meerly a writing exercise for myself...to get the juices flowing. But inside, my heart was churning with what was Really going on inside me. Not in a venting negative way, but in a crying out to God for help sort of way. Writing from the heart is hard! I'm not sure that I like it because of how I look to everyone else! Although, when I read stuff from other authors or bloggers who write from their hearts I myself always appreciate it. Thanks David. You are a natural born encourager.Colleenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13455971058065497187noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-21200410177171354442007-12-04T09:15:00.000-08:002007-12-04T09:15:00.000-08:00Dan- You are always good for a pat on the back and...Dan- You are always good for a pat on the back and I appreciate that about you. Thanks.Colleenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13455971058065497187noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-84375867718288076672007-12-04T09:13:00.000-08:002007-12-04T09:13:00.000-08:00Colleen- I'm so glad we met in person that day. Yo...Colleen- I'm so glad we met in person that day. You are having a Girl! This is wonderful news! I was wondering about that. Sometimes, I have little glimpses, with the children that I was a nanny for of God's love for me, because of my love for them. I can only imagine how much more I will understand when I have my own. Although, I still really want to understand now. =)Colleenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13455971058065497187noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-84904034175850246532007-12-04T09:09:00.000-08:002007-12-04T09:09:00.000-08:00Dawn- I suppose now I am glad that I shared this, ...Dawn- I suppose now I am glad that I shared this, even though it still feels awakard for me. I dind't expect people to respond. Remember that whole transparency strength/weakness thing....yeah, this post would be a perfect example. Thanks my friend =)Colleenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13455971058065497187noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-21298415650196587652007-12-04T09:03:00.000-08:002007-12-04T09:03:00.000-08:00Aw/oB-I tend to forget about that scripture when m...Aw/oB-<BR/>I tend to forget about that scripture when my thoughts get really lound. I know I need to makse sure God's Word is louder in my heart than the thoughts that I think. Thank you.Colleenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13455971058065497187noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-45998947579092363612007-12-04T08:59:00.000-08:002007-12-04T08:59:00.000-08:00Jane- You have know me since the beginning, since ...Jane- You have know me since the beginning, since just an immature 20 year old. Thanks for your words that brought hope and reminded me that I am not insane. I love you.Colleenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13455971058065497187noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-43331474855863744622007-12-04T08:55:00.000-08:002007-12-04T08:55:00.000-08:00Susan- I think that it's amazing how even though I...Susan- <BR/><BR/>I think that it's amazing how even though I struggle to understand His love, He gives me dreams of it. He has come to me as The Strong Tower, as the Perfect Date, even as a Warrior Knight. How long His hand reaches and how great His mercy, to show me in oh so many personal ways that He loves me still. Thanks for encouraging me to leave this up...now I'm glad I did.Colleenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13455971058065497187noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-15987270018388276962007-12-04T03:28:00.000-08:002007-12-04T03:28:00.000-08:00The most powerful writing is that which comes from...The most powerful writing is that which comes from the heart.<BR/><BR/>Do leave the pot where it is ....david mcmahonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18009095220051075552noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-42524758637161931702007-12-03T18:46:00.000-08:002007-12-03T18:46:00.000-08:00Its a good post. I've been known to spill my guts ...Its a good post. I've been known to spill my guts every once in a blue moon. But even if you think you may know God less, He knows you better than anyone else. He knows everything, and its OK.<BR/><BR/>I find comfort in this fact.Megahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14407561625097289402noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-80238945205605215462007-12-03T09:51:00.000-08:002007-12-03T09:51:00.000-08:00Sounds like you are in a good place Colleen. Anypl...Sounds like you are in a good place Colleen. Anyplace with Jesus is good :)<BR/><BR/>Lately I've been thinking how much I am going to adore this little girl growing in my belly and than thinking how God adores me the same way, but He adores me even more because He loves me Perfectly....it gives me the chills.colleenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13780628026802967601noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-22077079186621681292007-12-03T09:43:00.000-08:002007-12-03T09:43:00.000-08:00You know what, Colleen? I think if you were compel...You know what, Colleen? I think if you were compelled to post this here, there is a reason. Maybe you don't know why yet, but I do believe that we are led to do certain things that are "out of our comfort zone" for reasons not revealed to us. You never know whose life you might be touching, someone who most needs to read what you've shared here, in a place where you don't usually share it to this depth. I personally love that you shared this with us. It's a glimpse of who you are, from a slightly different angle.~**Dawn**~https://www.blogger.com/profile/06179560051128719637noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-75905299546974533462007-12-03T07:39:00.000-08:002007-12-03T07:39:00.000-08:00Dear Colleen,A while back I read through your othe...Dear Colleen,<BR/><BR/>A while back I read through your other blog and found that it, in many ways, mirrored my own spiritual journey.<BR/><BR/>For the longest time I've imagined being saved and going to heaven only to be rebuked by our Father in heaven for inadequacies in my faith that led to bad choices.<BR/><BR/>Along the way I picked up this verse.<BR/><BR/>Romans 8:1-2<BR/>There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.<BR/><BR/>It gave me assurance that there is no comdemnation, that I will not be judged, for my continual stumbling and gave me peace.<BR/><BR/>I hope it does the same for you.<BR/><BR/>May He bless you for sharing your journey.Pin H. Chenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17822579058250865859noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-50565514486699580482007-12-03T07:29:00.000-08:002007-12-03T07:29:00.000-08:00Good morning dearest Colleen,I love you. It is wit...Good morning dearest Colleen,<BR/>I love you. It is with great humility I am writing you, as one who has experienced what you are feeling. I want to tell you to please go back to your first encounter with Jesus. Remember the wonder and awe of realizing He was real? Relive the blush of first love when you just new everthing was going to be all right. That was the day you felt His great love towards you, the day He gave you the right to become His child (John 1). That was the beginning of your salvation. Your opportunity to be saved from sin. The word says we were once children of wrath, our father was satan and by nature we were his children. Up until the day you saw Jesus you were by nature God's enemy. That nature would never serve Him and was rebellious to His ways. But by His great sacrifice He gave to us the greatest miracle of all - a new nature - a godly nature accompanied with the desire to live for the Father. Then He said to renew our minds through His word so we would think like He thinks. And what does He do to make that happen - He places Himself right inside the center of our being and begins to reveal the hidden truths in His scriptures and we start changing. <BR/>The snare for us and what makes it a hard task is the spirit of religion, now our natural enemy that comes around and says 'it ain't so' bringing with it the spirits of confusion, failure and tries to convince us we are not and can never be who our Father in heaven says we are. That we are double-minded and will always be that way. <BR/>I believe you said 'yes, Lord' the day He gave you the right to become His child....as I did that day. Don't allow yourself to be deceived anymore. <BR/>There is a sound, a tremendous sound coming from the throne declaring that everyone who call upon His name begin walking in agreement to His word. So simple, yet so powerful. He wants to heal our land and reveal His sons. <BR/>kisses and hugs to you.Life in Himhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18127931130302322052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1178656235704151704.post-8089818474757453812007-12-03T07:15:00.000-08:002007-12-03T07:15:00.000-08:00Lovely girl. This life is about getting to know t...Lovely girl. This life is about getting to know the One who saved us... He loves us with an everlasting love.<BR/><BR/>There is a tree in a nearby park similar to the trees you spoke of in England. It's called the "Pooh tree" after the Winnie the Pooh character. It is tall and wide with a big opening the size of a door. When you stand inside, you feel like you're in another world. That's what it's like to be wrapped up in God's love. Standing inside, safe, and secure.<BR/><BR/>Thank you for posting and I hope you leave it up.Susan Skitthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13871921369901815459noreply@blogger.com